Title: The Art of Hero Worship
Author: Mia Kerick
Publisher: NineStar Press
Release Date: October 29, 2018
Heat Level: 3 – Some Sex
Pairing: Male/Male
Length: 51500
Genre: contemporary, bisexual, new adult, college, self-discovery, crime/school shooting, PTSD/disability, grieving/depression, family drama, violence, stalking
Synopsis
College junior Liam Norcross is a hero. He willingly, even eagerly, risks his life to save a stranger as a murderous, deranged shooter moves methodically through the darkened theater on the Batcheldor College campus, randomly killing innocent men, women, and children.
The stranger he saves is college freshman Jason Tripp. Jase loses everything in the shooting: his girlfriend, who dies on the floor beside him, and his grip on emotional security. He struggles to regain a sense of safety in the world, finally leaving college to seek refuge in his hometown.
An inexplicable bond forms between the two men in the chaos and horror of the theater, and Liam fights to bring Jase back to the world he ran away from. When Jase returns to school, theyāre drawn together as soulmates, and soon Liam and Jase fall into a turbulent romantic relationship. However, the rocky path to love cannot be smoothed until Jase rescues his hero in return by delving into his shady past and solving the mystery of Liamās compulsion to be everybodyās savior.
Excerpt
The Art of Hero Worship
Mia Kerick Ā© 2018
All Rights Reserved
Chapter One
Pop-pop-popā¦
At this point, heās in the back of the theater, and the shooting hasnāt slowed down at all. Gunshots ring out steadily in the shadowy darknessā¦always in sets of three, letting me know where he is. Iām scaredā¦so fucking scaredā¦but not too scared to wonder what I did to deserve this special little slice of hell.
And Iām frozenā¦I canāt even move enough to swallow my spit. I know what I have to doāI have to search for Ginny, but I canāt since Iām frozen solid, like a leg of lamb in a walk-in freezer.
Pop-pop-popā¦pop-pop-popā¦
āIāve been shot! Oh, sweet Jesus, Iāve been shot!ā
Earsplitting blasts of soundāone, two, three. The gunshots have a life and a planāno, a missionāall their own, to maim and kill by ripping through the flesh of everyone in this theater. Iām panting and sweating and wishing to God I knew how to pray because Iād so pray right now.
And as suddenly as it started, the shooting stops. Is it over? With the utmost caution, I exhale the breath Iāve been hanging on to so jealouslyā¦as if part of me fears Iāll never get the chance to take another. But one more wary breath moves in and out, and I know I have to get hold of myself so I can find her. Because itās over nowā¦ yes, I think maybe itās ovā
Pop-pop-popā¦
Life-sucking and blood-spattering and gurgle-inducing, evenly spaced sets of three that are becoming so horribly predictable. I brace myself for the impact because I just know the next pop is going to come with excruciating pain that explodes in my head or my back or, if Iām lucky, my ass. Or, if Iām not so lucky, in all three places, one right after another.
This isnāt happening. It canāt be happening.
Is nineteen too old to want my mommy?
āGet down! Get on the floor!ā Somebody yells. Too late for that warning. Iām already flat on the floor in the narrow space between the rows of seats; my head is bleeding all over the arm itās resting onā¦ My left arm? My right arm? Somebody elseās arm? Not so sure. Not so sure it matters.
āDonāt shoot meāplease donātāā
Pop-pop-popā¦
āPut the gun down! Put it do-o-own!ā
Pop-pop-popā¦
I belly crawl forward a few inches and reach around in search of Ginnyās hand, but when I pat the floor all I can feel is a pool of blood that wasnāt there the last time I checked, and then thereās this cooling mound of flesh in its center.
āI donāt know what to doā¦ā These words escape on a single breath followed by a few sharp coughs from an elderly man.
Pop-pop-popā¦pop-pop-popā¦
Annoying coughā¦forever suppressed.
Right after the second round of shots, when everybody had started rushing around, all frenzied and scrambling, Iād lost track of Ginnyā¦ In fact, Iād lost track of everything. Maybe because it had suddenly sunk into my stunned brain that this place was now a death chamber. My death chamber.
It seems as if so much time has passed since the first bullet whizzed past my right earā¦that for a month or a yearāor for my entire lifetimeāIāve been waiting for the gunshots to stop. But a tiny voice inside my head suggests that Iāve been in this living hell for less than five minutes, at most.
Pop-pop-popā¦
Right after the shooting started, but before I lost Ginny, I caught a glimpse of the gunmanās silhouette against the bright stage. Heād seemed huge in his dark baggy clothing. He towered over the audience, or maybe it just seemed that way because he was pointing a long gun at us. I recognized the shooter from seeing him around campus. And when I saw his face profiled in the lightāthe bulging forehead, prominent nose, and receding chināa name had sped through my brain, but soon the name was as lost to me as my girlfriendās lax hand.
Pop-pop-popā¦
The gunman doesnāt say a word; his weapon does the talking. And the deafening popping sounds are closer again, like the gun has something it wants to say to me personallyā¦something like, āYouāre gonna die today, Jason.ā
āIām gonna push on your back really hard, and I want you to squeeze as much of your body underneath the chairs as you can, got it?ā The voice seems to come from a million miles away, but itās coming from right behind me. On top of me, really. I feel his breath on the back of my neck.
Pop-pop-popā¦pop-pop-popā¦
āAre we going to die?ā Iām not sure if I ask this or if it comes from the lips of the little old lady whoād been sitting on the other side of Ginny at the start of the play. The old lady who told us sheād come to the Harrison Theater to see her granddaughter play Ophelia in the Shakespeare in the Spring Performance Series, not to die in a hail of bullets. I know that Ginny didnāt ask the question, though. Sheās been silent since the second volley of gunshots when her head slumped over unnaturally onto my shoulder, and by instinct, Iād pulled her to the floor.
Batcheldor Collegeās small theater has been called āan acoustic gem,ā and right now, itās ringing with the erratic sounds of screaming and moaning and crying and shouting and shooting. But most impressive is the resounding silence of the gunman, which speaks louder than words, or gunshots, ever could.
All in all, itās noisy and confusing and crazyā¦the Beatlesā tune āHelter Skelterā comes to mind. This is not how I want to die. Mostly because I donāt want to die!
The guy on my back is poking a single finger into the blood on my head, then twisting in such a way that I think heās reaching to his backā¦like maybe heās smearing my blood there. Iām distracted from his action by the squealing of the fire alarm, and I find my blurry mind wondering if, in addition to the problem of a crazed gunman, we also have a fire to put out.
Would I prefer my death be a result of hungry flames or a hail of bullets?
āWeāre gonna survive; just stay still. Completely still. āKay?ā I feel the pressure on my back that he promised me, and even though it hurts to have my belly pushed into the metal rungs at the base of the seats in front of us, I feel strangely safe. He speaks into my ear. āPlay dead, dude.ā
Pop-pop-popā¦
No, Iām not even remotely safe. But thankfully, I play dead far better than my dog Goliath did when I tried to teach him that trick at the age of seven.
The shots are already earsplitting, and growing louder, as the shooterās heading our way. Iām so fucking scared I tremble as if Iām having a seizure, and I promised the guy lying on top of me that Iād stay still. I concentrate on taking short shallow breaths, one after another, in my effort to stop shaking. To stay frozenāthe way my heart has been since I pulled Ginny to the floor and promptly let go of her hand so I could curl up into a tight fetal ball.
Somebody near me sits up, scrambles to his knees, and impulsively crawls toward the far aisle.
Pop-pop-popā¦
āBang, bangā¦youāre dead.ā The voice comes from directly above me; itās blank and monotone and controlled. The snicker that follows is chilling. I want nothing more than to throw the big guy off my back and run like hell toward the double doors, but I just keep on going with the short, shallow breaths and stay as still as Iāve ever been in my life. The guy on top of me is totally exposed; I canāt move because if I do, Iāll cheat him out of his life, for sure. Which is so not cool when heās trying to save mine.
I smell blood. Never noticed the smell of blood before. It reminds me of Grandmaās penny collectionā¦if it got spilled onto the sticky floor of the theater. The scent of old copper is everywhere like wet pennies strewn all around me on the floor.
Pop-pop-popā¦
Shooterās practically on top of us now. Donāt moveā¦donāt moveā¦donāt moveā¦
āDear God, help me!ā This request seems to catch the shooterās attention, and he turns around and steps away from us. I curse myself for feeling as relieved as I do.
Pop-pop-popā¦
We wait and it seems like forever. We wait as voices beg and plead and pray and he shuts them up with bullets. We wait as the sound of shots moves to the front left near the exit, where I figure heās shooting at anyone who tries to get out through the double doors.
And then, for a second, itās quiet.
āNowā¦ā The big guy whispers, but the sound seems to blast into my left ear. āWe have to make our move now.ā Before I agree, the heaviness of his body lifts and I feel cold and exposed. āThis is our chance to get outta hereā¦ā
His hand is attached to the back of my wrist, clutching me so hard Iāll have fingerprint bruises for a weekā¦if I live so long.
āCome on! Get up!ā
āGinnyā¦ā I whisper back. āI canāt leave Ginny.ā
He reaches out to touch the flesh mound in the center of the pool of blood and whispers firmly, āGinnyās already gone.ā He releases my wrist just long enough to adjust his grip. āI worked here last year. I know how to get away. Come onā¦ā
He pulls me to my knees and drags me. Ginny. I only think her name this time because Iām literally too petrified to speak. We crawl like two sneaky toddlers through the narrow alley between the rows of seats and then down the outside aisle, over a couple of bodiesāsmall ones, kidsā bodies that are way too still and coolāand to a trapdoor at the base of the stage. Itās a small gray square in the wall. I never noticed it before, and Iāve been to the Harrison Theater at least five times this year to see Ginnyās roommate perform. The guy beside me pulls out a pocketknife and fiddles silently with the screws holding the little door in place.
Pop-pop-popā¦
The thin slab of metal covering the small door drops to the floor and contributes a new sound to the quieting chaos. It clangs in such a way that nobody left alive in the theater could miss it.
āWhere do you think youāre going?ā The gunman has stopped shooting, and I hear the heavy stomping of combat boots coming toward us, down the aisle. Not runningā¦just walking in swift, determined steps. My guardian angel grabs me and stuffs me through the opening in the base of the stage. I land on my chin in a pile of music stands. My helper isnāt far behind in squeezing his bulky frame through the small square in the wall. Weāve landed in some type of a cluttered crawl space, maybe the orchestra pit, and I struggle to make my way through the music stands in the pitch-blackness. When weāre halfway through the mess of metal, crawling through unruly stacks of folding chairs, the overhead light in the pit flicks on.
āWhatās going on in the theater, you guys? Itās mega-loud in there.ā A clueless college girlās voice. I canāt see her clearly because the sudden bright light stings my eyes, making me squint.
āGet out of here, ladyājust run for it!ā shouts my guardian angel. We canāt run yet because weāre still trapped in a dense forest of metal.
āI see you twoā¦ I see you.ā The shooterās voice is deadly calm. āAnd I think I know you.ā
Pop-pop-popā¦
For some reason, he doesnāt climb into the orchestra pit to come after us but pushes the gun through the opening and pulls the trigger three times. Bullets ricochet off the metal chairs and stands. Again I freeze, not sure which way to go. Iām grabbed fiercely by my right forearm and dragged over the remainder of the chairs to the door.
I expect more shooting, but thereās none. Instead, that cold, creepy voice increases in volume, to assure us, āDonāt worry, Iāll find you.ā
We take to our feet and start to run. Soon weāre holding hands in a narrow hallwayā¦running for the back of the buildingā¦and then weāre outside in the breezy darkness, still clinging to each other. We sprint through the muddy grass in the direction of the parking lot.
And we stop at an old model, cherry-red muscle carāa Dodge Charger.
āGet in!ā His voice is husky as he opens the passenger door, pushes me inside, and quickly shuts it. Then he scrambles over the hood to get to the driverās side. He flings the door wide open and jumps into the seat, not gracefully, but with more speed than I could ever have imagined was possible for a guy his size. Adrenaline counts for a lotā¦ And soon weāre driving off the college grounds, out of the supposed safety of the āBatcheldor College Bubble,ā and into the real world.
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Meet the Author
Mia Kerick is the mother of four exceptional childrenāone in law school, another at a dance conservatory, a third studying at Miaās alma mater, Boston College, and her lone son still in high school. She has published more than twenty books of LGBTQ romance when not editing National Honor Society essays, offering opinions on college and law school applications, helping to create dance bios, and reviewing English papers. Her husband of twenty-five years has been told by many that he has the patience of Job, but donāt ask Mia about this, as it is a sensitive subject.
Mia focuses her stories on the emotional growth of troubled young people and their relationships. She has a great affinity for the tortured hero in literature, and as a teen, Mia filled spiral-bound notebooks with tales of tortured heroes and stuffed them under her mattress for safekeeping. She is thankful to NineStar Press for providing her with an alternate place to stash her stories.
Her books have been featured in Kirkus Reviews magazine, and have won Rainbow Awards for Best Transgender Contemporary Romance and Best YA Lesbian Fiction, a Reader Viewsā Book by Book Publicity Literary Award, the Jack Eadon Award for Best Book in Contemporary Drama, an Indie Fab Award, and a Royal Dragonfly Award for Cultural Diversity, among other awards.
Mia Kerick is a social liberal and cheers for each and every victory made in the name of human rights. Her only major regret: never having taken typing or computer class in school, destining her to a life consumed with two-fingered pecking and constant prayer to the Gods of Technology. Contact Mia at miakerick@gmail.com or visit at http://www.miakerickya.com to see what is going on in Miaās world.
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